A CINEMATIC EXIT!
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A CINEMATIC EXIT!
02:18
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i don’t get high from smoking weed
Need to cover myself in kerosene
Rub salt in the wound and watch me bleed
All over the dress I kept so clean
And I’m so god damn selfish
Crashed your shit car from craigslist
Oh I just can’t help it
Was looking for a cinematic exit
I hate everything I’ve become
Have a cynical touch
I hate everything that I love
Think I’ve gone numb
But god damn it’s so fun
but god damn it’s so fun
but god damn it’s so fun
A slippery slope when the clock hits 9
I’m gift from god and will never die
It’s my last night so crack the wine
Cheers to what’s left of my borrowed time
And I’m so god damn selfish
Crashed your shit car from craigslist
Oh I just can’t help it
Was looking for a cinematic exit
I hate everything I’ve become
Have a cynical touch
I hate everything that I love
Think I’ve gone numb
But god damn it’s so fun
but god damn it’s so fun
but god damn it’s so fun
But god damn it’s so fun
But god damn it’s so fun
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ON THE INTERNET
02:58
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not another panic
scattered pieces on the floor
doctors says i'm manic
& they don’t think they have a cure
this pretty chemical imbalance
tells me it’s love until i’m bored
i lack emotion as a talent
put my name on the award
between dead ends and wrong turns
if i crash at least watch as i burn
write my name on the devils list
cause i think maybe we could be friends
long road to hell i’ll make it quick
and kill myself on the internet
kill myself on the internet
long road to hell i’ll make it quick
and kill myself on the internet
don’t remember how it happened
i woke up insecure
think i lost a little passion
it’s so hard to keep it pure
between dead ends and wrong turns
if i crash at least watch as i burn
write my name on the devils list
cause i think maybe we could be friends
long road to hell i’ll make it quick
and kill myself on the internet
kill myself on the internet
long road to hell i’ll make it quick
and kill myself on the internet
(I’ll kill myself, I’ll kill myself)
kill myself on the internet
(I’ll kill myself, I’ll kill myself)
kill myself on the internet
write my name on the devils list
cause i think maybe we could be friends
long road to hell i’ll make it quick
and kill myself on the internet
kill myself on the internet
long road to hell i’ll make it quick
and kill myself on the internet
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SAFETY NET
02:47
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You think that I’m so broken
But I don’t feel a thing
So try to cut me open
I got nothing left to bleed
We are spinning in slow motion
Dizzy can’t let go
Holding onto nothing nothing no
I was caught up in your safety net
kinda funny you’re my worst regret
fallin over till i hit my head
on the words you said
yeah what you give is what you get
I was caught up in your safety net
I was runnin couldnt catch my breath
fallin over till i hit my head
on the words you said
yeah what you give is what you get
and you were the cause of all my problems
The nightmares in my dreams
But now I’m sleepin so good
Finally feel like I can breathe
Setting fire gasoline
Now there’s nothing left of you and me
I was caught in your safety net
kinda funny you’re my worst regret
fallin over till i hit my head
on the words you said
yeah what you give is what you get
I was caught up in your safety net
I was runnin couldnt catch my breath
fallin over till i hit my head
on the words you said
yeah what you give is what you get
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LONER
03:11
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saw you walking down the street
& staring at your shoes
wearing the misfit sweatshirt
it’s 100 degrees but it’s kinda cute
you kinda got me fallin headfirst
there’s something about the shape of your mouth
i like how the words fall out of it
the suns going down so if you’re around just come to my house
hey boy, yeah you’re such a loner
i think that it’s kinda cool so tell me are you coming over
cause you should come over
we’re both the same kind of loser
we don’t got nothing to do so tell me are you coming over
cause you should come over
yeah i don’t like to talk and neither do you
so we don’t got to say that much at all
watch superbad in my room
i promise we can dodge every missed call
there’s something about the shape of your mouth
i like how the words fall out of it
the suns going down so if you’re around just come to my house
hey boy, yeah you’re such a loner
i think that it’s kinda cool so tell me are you coming over
cause you should come over
we’re both the same kind of loser
we don’t got nothing to do so tell me are you coming over
cause you should come over
it’s friday night and i’m up late and i can’t sleep
get out of my head and waste all of your time with me
hey boy, yeah you’re such a loner
i think that it’s kinda cool so tell me are you coming over
cause you should come over
we’re both the same kind of loser
we don’t got nothing to do so tell me are you coming over
cause you should come over
yeah you should come over
cause you should come over
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TUG OF WAR
03:19
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you aren’t coming home with me tonight
your ghost it keeps me warm from the passenger side
yeah nothing good happens after midnight
i smoke a lot of weed get scared too high
and walk around our memories in my mind
and i cant help but wonder why
you always want me till you get bored
even in my dreams got one foot out the door
we’re running in circles
push and pull
back and forth like tug of war
how’s it feel to know i barely cried
leaving you brought back the girl who died
yeah nothing good happens after midnight
i’ll go out with your friends and they get me high
you can wait up but i’ll stay the night
and i can’t help but wonder why
you always want me till you get bored
even in my dreams got one foot out the door
we’re running in circles
push and pull
back and forth like tug of war
your secrets safe i locked the door
your skeletons won’t bother me anymore
not my problem it’s yours
so leave the key on the porch
i promise you’re not welcome here anymore
not my problems it’s yours
you always want me till you get bored
even in my dreams got one foot out the door
we’re running in circles
push and pull
back and forth like tug of war
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ALL YOUR FRIENDS
03:00
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a fever dream the night that we met
2 sets and a rush to the head
without a second to catch my breath
i started spending every dollar that was mine
To lose sleep on a 5am flight
Miles back and forth to never cross your mind
Unless it’s the middle of the night(cause that’s all i’m good for- right?)
Fuck me on the bathroom floor
Say i’m the only one you adore
Then sleep on opposite sides of the bed
Is that the way you treat all your friends?
Kiss me once more for the road
Then leave me alone back on the west coast
Ignore my calls for a month again
Is that the way you treat all your friends?
Swallowed my pride to be the first to call
I’m not the girl to do that shit at all
But I wanted to hear your voice, even though mine’s your last choice
A week ago I talked to your mom
She spoke more to me then you did at all
And it was then I felt my heart fall
Fuck me on the bathroom floor
Say i’m the only one you adore
Then sleep on opposite sides of the bed
Is that the way you treat all your friends?
Kiss me once more for the road
Then leave me alone back on the west coast
Ignore my calls for a month again
Is that the way you treat all your friends?
I love you but you fuck with my head
You don’t want to talk so I’ll play pretend
That you like me with my clothes on, but now you only listen when the lights are off
I love you but you fuck with my head
When did you get tired of the words that I said
i bet you won’t notice when i’m gone you’re only there when the lights are off
I watch you cut the cord oh so quick
Got my head spinning till I’m nauseous
I wish we could talk about dumb shit
But instead you
Fuck me on the bathroom floor
Say i’m the only one you adore
Then sleep on opposite sides of the bed
Is that the way you treat all your friends?
Kiss me once more for the road
Then leave me alone back on the west coast
Ignore my calls for a month again
Is that the way you treat all your friends?
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HARD TO LOSE
02:34
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i’m known for diving head first
into emotional affairs
i think i might be hard to love
i think i might be hard to love
it’s a blessing and a curse
the act of being self aware
i hate to know i’m hard to love
i hate to know i’m hard to love
nights like these i don’t understand
why there’s no one to call
myself and i aren’t friends
where do you go?
when you have no home
you were the only one
i ever kept close
everything is out of view
what do i do
you’re hard to lose
what do i do
you’re hard to lose
i always knew that it would hurt
maybe that’s why i was scared
it’s like throwing up
with no one to hold your hair
so tell me which is worse?
the beginning or the end
which ones eating you alive
which one keeps you up at night?
i don’t want to be apart
but i don’t want to call you mine
where do you go?
when you have no home
you were the only one
i ever kept close
everything is out of view
what do i do
you’re hard to lose
what do i do
you’re hard to lose
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8. |
APOLOGY TOUR
02:43
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one time
two times
three times we’re done
i’m on a heartbreak hit and run
you say you wish i was more fun
when we’re together
it’s kinda whatever
ooooh
baby im just teasin
you’re crying for no reason
i know you think i’m hurtful
you say that i’m the worst
i’m always saying sorry when you’re hurtin me first
no this ain’t the first time
probably like the fourth
honey welcome back to my apology tour
oh it’s better if you go
it’s better if we don’t
i’m tired of looking for a reason why
i say that im not home
i like sleeping alone
Yeah maybe u should try it sometime
ooooh
baby im just teasin
you’re crying for no reason
i know you think i’m hurtful
you say that i’m the worst
i’m always saying sorry when you’re hurtin me first
no this ain’t the first time
probably like the fourth
honey welcome back to my apology tour
oooooh baby i’m just teasin
you’re crying for no reason
ooooo stop staring at the ceiling
tryna find a meaning
i know you think i’m hurtful
you say that i’m the worst
i’m always saying sorry when you’re hurtin me first
no this ain’t the first time
probably like the fourth
honey welcome back to my apology tour
i know you think i’m hurtful
you say that i’m the worst
i’m always saying sorry when you’re hurtin me first
no this ain’t the first time
probably like the fourth
honey welcome back to my apology tour
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9. |
REDEMPTION ARC
03:12
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i got clean
already tried your drugs
i don’t need em
so come and get all your stuff
your shits weak
you can’t buy my love
just last week
you tried to block out my sun
talk is cheap like you
i’m through with it lying teeth
so sweet i’m over it
love is cheap like you
im through with it tongue in cheek
on your knees beggin please
you act like you deserve redemption
i guess it’s time to teach you a lesson
that i’m way past your comprehension
i spell it out your missing the message
my time is too expensive
no you can’t take me to breakfast
it’s too late for a shot at redemption
go and make friends with your wreckage
i’ll take the fall
i want you to hate hate hate hate me now
too much to take take take i hit the ground
had to run away way way way without a sound
who’s laughing now?
talk is cheap like you
i’m through with it lying teeth
so sweet i’m over it
love is cheap like you
im through with it tongue in cheek
on your knees beggin please
you act like you deserve redemption
i guess it’s time to teach you a lesson
that i’m way past your comprehension
i spell it out your missing the message
my time is too expensive
no you can’t take me to breakfast
it’s too late for a shot at redemption
go and make friends with your wreckage
talk is cheap like you
i’m through with it lying teeth
so sweet i’m over it
love is cheap like you
im through with it tongue in cheek
on your knees beggin please
you act like you deserve redemption
i guess it’s time to teach you a lesson
that i’m way past your comprehension
i spell it out your missing the message
my time is too expensive
no you can’t take me to breakfast
it’s too late for a shot at redemption
go and make friends with your wreckage
a shot at redemption
a shot at redemption
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10. |
STAB MY BACK
03:18
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Going down, dove headfirst
hit the ground, thought it couldn’t get worse
you say i’m blessed, i swear i’m cursed
such a mess, thought it couldn’t get worse
no i don’t act like myself, if i’m not going through hell
guess that i know me too well, cause all i want is to
stab my back, promise that i liked the pain
(can’t say it to my face)
got it bad, held on just to give me away,
(yeah that’s the price i pay)
i risked it all, how far can i fall
and stab my back, wasting life just chasing the pain
can’t say it to my face
can’t say it to my face
look in the mirror, but i can’t see
life behind the eyes just staring at me
ripping out my heart to save my spine
picking me apart to stay alive
stab my back, promise that i liked the pain
(can’t say it to my face)
got it bad, held on just to give me away,
(yeah that’s the price i pay)
i risked it all, how far can i fall
and stab my back, wasting life just chasing the pain
can’t say it to my face
can’t say it to my face
can’t say it to my face
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instant crush Seattle, Washington
Megan Cannon, born and raised in Seattle, WA area, began her musical journey from her bedroom. She soon joined forces with fellow musicians Matthew Tran, Keegan Mangahas, and Zoee Mangahas, and together they became instant crush.
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