ACE Alum Reflects on Time Spent at LMU and Plans for the Future
ACE alum Luz Jiménez Ruvalcaba is a first-generation college alum who graduated from LMU in 2010. Luz is a Ph.D. candidate in the modern thought and literature program at Stanford University. We caught up with Luz, now in her eighth year, and is expected to finish by June of 2021.
Describe your experiences as a first-generation college and graduate student.
My first year [at LMU] was particularly challenging. I grew up in Inglewood, and so moving to LMU, even though it's only a 15-minute drive, was just so shocking to me. At first, I felt dumb, and then my grades came back after the first semester, and I had a 4.0, and I had a 4.0 for the rest of the semesters. Back then, I didn't even have the language to say that what I was feeling was imposter syndrome. And the thing that helped me was Ethnic and Intercultural Services, which was home base for me for the four years...MEChA. And then, of course, I found good mentors, professors on campus that made me feel like my ideas were good and helped me develop those ideas. But the first year was very difficult.
What are you currently studying? How did you choose this topic, and why did you choose Stanford?
I'm working on the intersections of literary criticism, race and ethnic studies, and feminist studies, and my dissertation focuses on the persistent representation of sexual and domestic violence in contemporary Latino literature. So, I am thinking through the reasons why this motif is not more centralized in our discussions of Latino literature. Stanford has the professors with whom I most wanted to work. It was beautiful, and the financial package they were giving me was excellent as well. I [also] wanted to be back in California. So those things made it for me.
What were the most meaningful or impactful aspects of your experiences in ACE?
The thing that really stands out for me is the relationships that I was able to build with folks who were a year or two older than I was. Because again, as a person who was looking for models of what I could do, after LMU, that was the thing for me. So, I really, really appreciated the peer-to-peer mentorship opportunities.
What advice do you have for ACE students?
It’s important for us to remember that our experiences are valid. The things that we gain because of what we’ve seen, what we’ve lived, and what we’ve survived are unlike the perspectives that most people have in our prospective field. Appreciate where we come from and [do] not look down on it, which we tend to do as first-gen folks.