Featured Talks this Month
Toni goes into retreatants' questions:
"In spite of all my present disbeliefs I still yearn for a God to protect me and for an afterlife in which I will be reunited with those whom I love."
"You have had a background in thorough Zen practice for many years. How do you know that someone who hasn’t had that or similar kind of training can get to the same place you are in now?" [In addressing this question Toni talks of her spiritual background--deep questioning, then Zen, then describes coming upon the writings of Kirishnamurti as the most catalytic thing in her life.]
"How does one know if one is really truly seeing or what one is seeing is the truth?"
"Can one see clearly what is truth and what is illusion?"
(Photo at right shows Toni in mid-summer 1984 at the construction project to build the Center.)
Can we see if it is possible to settle, to rest, with everything happening by itself? This feeling that "I have to do something or everything will fall apart," is a thought, a human invention. Maybe I can begin to wonder what it is I call "myself." In this open wondering there are no sacred cows--nothing that can't be touched. Maybe even to find out what a belief is--to listen, to wonder.