Three disciples with three different attitudes.
This is my interpretation of Tissot’s art attached to today’s readings, and it’s a fascinating take on the mystery of Transfiguration. As the disciples witness the glory of Jesus unfolding before them, the divinity of Christ affects each of them in a different way.
To the one on the left, glorious theophany of the Lord is a source of confusion, bewilderment, and awe; a mixture of fear and fascination, a genuine mysterium tremendum.
To the one on the right, Christ’s splendor produces resistance, defiance, maybe even pain. The brightness of the glory is too much; it hurts, it overwhelms, and it cannot be endured.
Finally, to the one in the center, Jesus’s Transfiguration becomes his own transfiguration; the moment of pure and complete surrender by which the very divinity of Jesus becomes received and reproduced in his heart. This last one is the standard, the path forward, the right kind of attitude, marked by humility and trust.
Three disciples with three different attitudes. Which one am I? Which one are you?