Lately I have begun contemplating a career switch, and so I have found myself wrestling with and questioning what God has called me to do with the life He has blessed me with. Because uncertainty often leads to anxiety and fear, this hasn’t been a pleasant experience. At times, I have searched for clear cut signs from God. I imagine driving in a new town without Google Maps, with only a physical map, squinting my eyes to read the street signs ahead. Do I turn left, or right? Did I miss my street?
One recent Sunday, sitting in a park in Ladd’s Addition in SE Portland after a conversation with a mentor, I read the passage in the book of Jeremiah: “I know the plans I have for you…” This message was written to the Jews exiled in Babylon, who lived in fear and were uncertain of their purpose in a foreign land under constant persecution. Jeremiah patiently reminded them of God’s Word, that God had a plan for them, and that they would find Him when they searched for Him. Like the Jewish people in Babylon, in this life we often might feel as if we are living in exile, uncertain of what comes next, but longing to journey towards God’s Kingdom.
This passage reminded me that God patiently pursues me, encouraging me to understand that He only wants good things for me. The direction He points me towards is one that builds character –sometimes in ways that are painful – but that develop endurance, allowing me to follow in God’s ways and seek His righteousness. His plans seek only to bring me a future and hope.
Over time I have come to understand that God sometimes speaks in more blatant and obvious ways, such as giving someone clear directions while driving. I have also discovered that sometimes God is simply nudging us in the right direction. His gentle hands reorient our shoulders, directing our feet towards the right path. Out of love, He always offers us a choice – if we will be open to His promptings, turn our heads towards the future He has for us, and walk the path He has laid ahead of us.
Reflection by Landon Inman ’18
